Boring.....
Well, as you would notice, I did not writye an entry yesterday again. Man...I am really finding this blog kind of hard to maintain and I am only at post 5 or 6....Really wonder how long this can last.
Summary of what happen yesterday........
Well, there wasn't much to begin the day with but tuition and some tv. in the afternoon, my parents, my younger sister and brother wen tEast Coast park to cycle, my maid went out for her off day and there I had the whole day to myself. Didn't have much motivation to study as always(that's the usual thing if I am at home) so I went to Far East by myself to lok and stuff and then later at night go meet my Beau :) The whole thing and whole day was pretty nice :)
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention about this girl that I saw at Parkway bus stop, in front of the POSB. She was really weirdly dressed. Man, she is the second person that I saw who wears a shawl about her shoulders/neck area and there was really no cause for it. Man imagine, she was in a black dress, spagetthi strips but it wasn't low in front or behind at all. It was a totally decent dress revealing nearly nothing more than a little of ther shoulders adn neck area like any other normal sleevesless top. then she was carrying a black handbag, wearing black shoes, everything about her as black except that shawl. It was light blue, and the rough clothe material type. It was really a very bad choice to dress like that....what was she thinking man.....
About today.......
Well, as you know., today is monday, first day of school week and ithere isn't anything much exciting that i could describe about lesson time except during the GP period. Topic of discussion? What is Art? The class was trying to define art, artist, high art....a lot of stuff then when we came to talk about music that was beautiful, I mentioned Michael Jackson to my classmate beside me, a malay girl in my class. She nearly6 died. Well, as a supporter of Michael Jackson and that i seriously think that many of his song are really beautiful amnd meaningful and one song that definitely fits this description is "Heal The World". Well, if you never heard it before, you should question yourself if you are living among human beings and came by any humanitarian causes. this song really has it all. ....back to the scene, well, I kept laughing after that and tried too mention MJ's name whenever i think i can fit him in and I was laughing at the expresions that my friends were giving me....it was really funny...hahaha....
Then do you remember times when all the things around you seem to be going on fine but you know it yourself that you are not feeling too good about some stuff? It's like you are smiling and laughing with your friends this minute and then the next minute when the attention was left you or you left their company, the smile or sense of happiness or funniness(is there such a word?) just leaves immediately? It's like the smile that you wear is not truly from inside but on the surface. Not that you are trying to cheat anybody here but the emotions that were transversed during that period of time just didn't really get INTO you. Well, I had one of therse days again, lost in the faceade or did I actualy choose the facade for myself this time? A few of my track friends were asking me if I was alright as they think that I was looking sad...well, kind of actually....then this girl was like asking if is it someone bully you? Well.... not that I could think of or it could be placed that way....but anyway...I managed to brushed the concerns away. Actually this guy from my class who is also in track was saying I was hyper today (from the GP lesson) then they more or less believed I was alright. Well, after mentioning so much, I think it is pretty obvious that I wasn't alright during that time but was disturbed/concerned/worried about some issues, big and small but it is the sort of thing that I can't or won't tell anyone as far as possible.Serious, troubling, yet you can't or won't breadth a word. hopefully such problems will resolve soon....anyway...I don't wish to mention it till.....I don't know when....Sigh.....it's often the things that trouble you mentally that is more tiring than anything in the physical form......sigh.....
Ok then, I think I got to go and do some homewok and practs man.....I am certainly way behind schedule......
We'll catch up again eh?
Summary of what happen yesterday........
Well, there wasn't much to begin the day with but tuition and some tv. in the afternoon, my parents, my younger sister and brother wen tEast Coast park to cycle, my maid went out for her off day and there I had the whole day to myself. Didn't have much motivation to study as always(that's the usual thing if I am at home) so I went to Far East by myself to lok and stuff and then later at night go meet my Beau :) The whole thing and whole day was pretty nice :)
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention about this girl that I saw at Parkway bus stop, in front of the POSB. She was really weirdly dressed. Man, she is the second person that I saw who wears a shawl about her shoulders/neck area and there was really no cause for it. Man imagine, she was in a black dress, spagetthi strips but it wasn't low in front or behind at all. It was a totally decent dress revealing nearly nothing more than a little of ther shoulders adn neck area like any other normal sleevesless top. then she was carrying a black handbag, wearing black shoes, everything about her as black except that shawl. It was light blue, and the rough clothe material type. It was really a very bad choice to dress like that....what was she thinking man.....
About today.......
Well, as you know., today is monday, first day of school week and ithere isn't anything much exciting that i could describe about lesson time except during the GP period. Topic of discussion? What is Art? The class was trying to define art, artist, high art....a lot of stuff then when we came to talk about music that was beautiful, I mentioned Michael Jackson to my classmate beside me, a malay girl in my class. She nearly6 died. Well, as a supporter of Michael Jackson and that i seriously think that many of his song are really beautiful amnd meaningful and one song that definitely fits this description is "Heal The World". Well, if you never heard it before, you should question yourself if you are living among human beings and came by any humanitarian causes. this song really has it all. ....back to the scene, well, I kept laughing after that and tried too mention MJ's name whenever i think i can fit him in and I was laughing at the expresions that my friends were giving me....it was really funny...hahaha....
Then do you remember times when all the things around you seem to be going on fine but you know it yourself that you are not feeling too good about some stuff? It's like you are smiling and laughing with your friends this minute and then the next minute when the attention was left you or you left their company, the smile or sense of happiness or funniness(is there such a word?) just leaves immediately? It's like the smile that you wear is not truly from inside but on the surface. Not that you are trying to cheat anybody here but the emotions that were transversed during that period of time just didn't really get INTO you. Well, I had one of therse days again, lost in the faceade or did I actualy choose the facade for myself this time? A few of my track friends were asking me if I was alright as they think that I was looking sad...well, kind of actually....then this girl was like asking if is it someone bully you? Well.... not that I could think of or it could be placed that way....but anyway...I managed to brushed the concerns away. Actually this guy from my class who is also in track was saying I was hyper today (from the GP lesson) then they more or less believed I was alright. Well, after mentioning so much, I think it is pretty obvious that I wasn't alright during that time but was disturbed/concerned/worried about some issues, big and small but it is the sort of thing that I can't or won't tell anyone as far as possible.Serious, troubling, yet you can't or won't breadth a word. hopefully such problems will resolve soon....anyway...I don't wish to mention it till.....I don't know when....Sigh.....it's often the things that trouble you mentally that is more tiring than anything in the physical form......sigh.....
Ok then, I think I got to go and do some homewok and practs man.....I am certainly way behind schedule......
We'll catch up again eh?
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